Did someone mention Stargate SG-1 IE my favouritetist show in the entire galaxy?
dreamed about her last night. it was not a good one.
Consume melatonin pills
Seriously, on that I've some of the best dreams in my entire life and none of them I wake up from going "well **** now I feel like ****"
Though this morning I did go "COME ON IT WAS JUST GETTING GOOD"
(The dream itself was awesome, but it cut out right as I was about to have sex with an asian woman. Seriously it was so vivid and then my brain went "Time to wake up!" Fffffffuuuuu. Didn't even get too far into the foreplay. However it does mean that the advice people gave me for the whole in love don't know what to do situation is working and I'm starting to disassociate intimacy with my best friend. Faster than I expected which could be good or bad, don't know yet)
Yeah that was probably unhelpful, but the main point is that it is entirely possible to disassociate certain feelings with someone if you can figure out how. What I'm doing seems to be working
Came a cross a particularly non-**** reddit post that might help you: Ignore the length, it's a wall you should read.
That was a good read, helps to know that I'm on the right track and embracing the fact I'm only human
Never really was someone who talked to people except some very select few about that stuff
On the subject of my best friend, it seems we'll endure and I overthought how resilient we both are to one another