Kazan,
AFAIK, you are one of the older members of the SCP community (do not quote me on that), your tools had helped me along learning to mod Freespace at a young age and I am exceptionally grateful of your assistance. I am not religious, so I have no prayers to send you, I am too young, so I cannot propose a toast, but what I can do, is wish you good luck and hope for the best. I do not know you personally, but I am sure you still have much left to do in life. Don't leave your work unfinished, please, for the sake of yourself and others around you, defeat your inner demons. I cannot say I personally know the feeling of losing someone close, but I am sure it is simply indescribable, no author could possibly be able to put such grief into proper English, and hopefully should never be able to. But, being a member of such a wonderful community, I am certain you will not fall so easily.
I again, wish you the best of luck and a speedy recovery.
Also, to keep up with what the others are saying:
**** cancer.
TL;DR:
Don't die please, we all love you ;)