Ah, in the end I don't care what's innovative and what isn't. I've had this idea in my mind for years.
So, let me get this straight, you're a hypocritical narcissistic being who indulges in the paradox of despising (and ignoring) what others create while you attempt to create something similar. It's like going into research and refusing to read researchers papers published by any other researcher, because you have "plenty of understanding" of the world, so you don't need to look at what others have done.
Yeah, good luck getting anywhere with that attitude. You'll need it.
I'm not making something similar. I'm making something of the same medium. Any further similarites are coincidental.
I don't see what the problem is with the fact that I don't care for indulging in other people's work. This isn't about making something entertaining or even presentable. It's just about doing something that comes from my heart. And what comes from my heart happens to be devoid of what comes from most other peoples'. Regardless of any differences or similarites from it.
and don't assume that this attitude is what I carry elsewhere in my life. It isn't. Predicting my life based on such an assumption is inaccurate.
I'll make what I want. and I'll throw it into the world. I don't care who catches it. If I happen to be the Ed Wood of freespace campaigns, then so be it. My name will be there. That's what matters.
also, Narcissism is really fun. Try it out one day. You can go from 0 self-esteem to totally egotistic in a day.
