my beloved has returned!!!
tonight as I was testing a SCP build I saw my throtel was set at an odd percentage, after a moment I thought oh the joystick is working momentaraly again so I picked it up to play with it for the two or three seconds I was expecting it to work, and as soon as I sat it on my lap, as expected, it stoped working, so I set it down, and then as I did the ship I was flying jerked to the left, oh it's working again, picked it up, no no it isn't, set it down, my ship shakes again, I then looked at it suspisusly, sat it on my lap and started moveing it about, then grabed the cord and it started working, after a moment of playing about I figured out that the wires in the cord near the conection to the base were damaged, so, I grabed my drill and my sodering iron and some old cable I grabed from when the store next to my meat packing plant got upgraded and I replaced it slopily hackes and sodered it together, so now my stick is not only working as good as before it is actualy better becase it has a longer cord that doesn't get pulled to it's limet whan I sit back on my futon and play
I'm so happy!!!

the only problem is I lost one of th centering springs while I was trying to put it back together