My advice (and don't take this in the wrong way please):
Quit moaping like *****es and get to work. So he was good at what he did - big deal, now go kick his ass by making something better. The fact that he isn't around anymore, gives you a good head start.
Chop Chop. The time you took to write the "i'm inferior" posts was time stolen from something useful.
Damn, if I had a computer that could process models and textures with ease, I'd be on the job right now, no matter HOW crap my stuff would look like (it'd be pretty crap, but it'd be something).
After all, from what I've seen, none of you are retards incapable of kicking ass when it comes to these things.
Just my two cents on the issue.
I have to agree though, whoever made the Charon and the Golgotha gets my respect. That _was_ the next step (a logical one anyway).