[blackhole]

I can't go without composing music for more then a month before losing my sanity.

The Plea
Xombie End Music Remix

 

[Dilmah G]

I can't go without composing music for more then a month before losing my sanity.

The Plea
Xombie End Music Remix

 

I'll give it a listen, will report back

SIR!

[Mobius]

*facepalm*

Ok I give up

Your recent topics have Emo names...what's happening to you?

[Dilmah G]

Hmmm, listened to both

First Track I liked, maybe as an ambient track for a pivotal fast moving scene

Xombie End Remix, I think the part at 3/4 (when it starts going fast, the part that ends at :36) may have benefited from being longer (it was just soo awesome)

but yeah, Dilmah Likes

[blackhole]

*facepalm*

Ok I give up

Your recent topics have Emo names...what's happening to you?

Everything

Xombie End Remix, I think the part at 3/4 (when it starts going fast, the part that ends at :36) may have benefited from being longer (it was just soo awesome)

It was supposed to be really short to make you want to hear it again xD

[Mobius]

Everything

EMO, EMO!

[blackhole]

Everything

EMO, EMO!

[lostllama]

Everything

EMO, EMO!

You realise that you're just giving him more ammo?

Cheer up man (...sorry).

[blackhole]

I've been in a rut plenty of times before, you guys just aren't privy to my inner sanctum of depression

[captain-custard]

when we are depressed the worse thing we can do is follow the proctology path


so do yourself a favour ; take your head out of your ass and live a little ,

we create the world we live in , smile (it releases feel good chemicals)

get out do something new

have fun and good luck ,



and remember ......;


when life sucks treat it like a blowjob and smile

[lostllama]

I've been in a rut plenty of times before, you guys just aren't privy to my inner sanctum of depression

Ok I take it you're being serious. I hate ruts too.

Well, nice tuneage anyhow. Hope that lifts your mood.

[Mobius]

You realise that you're just giving him more ammo?

Cheer up man (...sorry).

He claimed that I'm annoying so that was my...uhm...revenge...

[blackhole]

You realise that you're just giving him more ammo?

Cheer up man (...sorry).

He claimed that I'm annoying so that was my...uhm...revenge...

You ARE annoying.

[peterv]

First one nice, second one very nice but unfinished. Finish it, will you please? 

[blackhole]

First one nice, second one very nice but unfinished. Finish it, will you please? 

It is finished. The original song was about that long, I just remixed it.

[Excalibur]

Well, this is some of what I listen to when I'm feeling depressed:

Everything burns
Risuko's tears (excellent representation of someone crying - almost sort of pleading in dispear).
The rain never stops
Tail note

then I listen to some uplifting song (or like you have succeeded, i.e. happy ending) like Jamie Walters - Hold on or Weezer - Jamie - Catastrophic Shutdown - they will never understand 

I have contemplated (thought about) suicide plenty of times and how it is absolutely stupid - it achieves nothing. I would rather run away to the forests and live in a world with no "technology", kind of like a lone (intelligent) stone age human and never see another human ever again than suicide.

[Jeff Vader]

For a sort of angry depression I recommend Dir en grey's "The Marrow of a Bone" album, followed by some more cheerful music.

I have contemplated (thought about) suicide plenty of times and how it is absolutely stupid - it achieves nothing. I would rather run away to the forests and live in a world with no "technology", kind of like a lone (intelligent) stone age human and never see another human ever again than suicide.

I hear that. I've also contemplated suicide many times and came rather close once. Then I realized that it is always the wrong solution and it's better to just stick around and see how everything will turn out. Though I still prefer if I died somewhere on my late 60's so that I wouldn't have time to turn into a deranged vegetable.

Unfortunately things aren't so good with everyone. There's tendency to depression in my family and it proved to be too much for my cousin who ended his life a year ago. He always seemed to be so cheerful and positive, but now we know that it was always an act to cover his pain. Don't know why he was unable to talk about things with anyone. Makes you think...

[Excalibur]

I have trouble telling people about it - there are still some things people don't know, though I think I'm sort of coming out of that now.

I haven't had a love/hate boyfriend/girlfriend relationship yet, and I'm not gay, so my depression must be slightly different from some people who have. Though I have felt a friendship I never really had that I would consider as strong as a deep love/hate relationship. I don't think I will ever truly forget and "get over" that one.

Goodbye. 

[Rodo]

I like the first song, nice work man ^^

[eliex]

I like both although I still prefer your Duress . . . epic that one.