Yes, it's not a democracy. No moderated forum ever is. You never replied to the replies in the "Bullying" thread. You have proven yourself to be incapable of entering, let alone sustaining a discussion. You have chosen to disregard all warnings and bits of advice we, the more mature people, gave you. In short, you brought this on yourself.
And whatever you are, whatever excuses you think you have, they do not give you a free pass.