"[...] Nevertheless, the fact is that there is nothing as dreamy and poetic, nothing as radical, subversive, and psychedelic, as mathematics."
Remove dreamy and poetic and this is pretty much what maths are to me.
"Mathematicians enjoy thinking about the simplest possible things, and the simplest possible things are imaginary."
I don't know what he teaches or how he does it or what he's on, but in my case that's just blatantly false. Our teachers
love shoving complex stuff in our face just for the pleasure of watching us tirelessly trying to solve the problems. For what? Oh e^(2x)! Now that's a work of art! 3 hours of my life I'll never see again for a frakkin exponential equation.
The thing is, I wouldn't mind so much about maths if what they showed us at school was actually applied to the domain we're
actually studying. Somebody once asked me, "Don't you feel satisfied when you finish a hard math problem?". No, I am not. I wasted hours on a result that doesn't even matter a attosecond for me. Give me a concrete problem. Will it involve maths? Fine for me. At least it will lead to something more meaningful than a senseless equation in the end. But that's not what we do. No. Just "compile" the equation, go to the next. And for the only applications we see, well, for the times they're actually applied what I study in...
I may sound a bit harsh, but after years and years of doing the most complex math classes I could take, I have yet to find a pertinent reason why I spent hours doing this. Apparently it developed my sense of logic. That could be discussed, but it sure did (and still does) raise my blood pressure to unprecedented levels. It's still not going down after 6 years. Maybe my eyes has been blacked out by the pure rage that maths induced me when I was younger, maybe I just refuse to see reason, I don't know. But I still hate maths "as-is".
Good read, though... still reading it! I think that there will be some interesting point in it. Pretty good find! Heck, maybe I'll grow an interest in that matter... but that'd be surprising
