I terrified myself tonight. After piecing together all of the above individual betrayals into one big picture, I temporarily lost my mind. I threw a duffel bag into the back of my truck, and turned on the engine. I was in the middle of entering an address into my GPS when I started to realize what I was doing. As if I had blacked out in the previous ten minutes, I took a look into the bag in the back--and pulled out a Remington 870 and boxes of ammunition. Then I looked at the GPS--I had plotted a course from Omaha, Nebraska to DC.
That bag is still in my truck. The GPS is still there, programmed. But I'm not. I nearly became one of them tonight. What scared me the most is that I actually thought it would work, that peaceful demonstration and action through Congress has been all-but fruitless in the past several years, and only the ones who advocate violence and who suffer a guilty pleasure through anarchy and chaos have a strong, influential voice in this country.
I don't know if that was supposed to impress us, how "devout" you are to your cause, but let me tell you in all seriousness: that was not funny.
It was not impressive.
It was not motivating.
I don't know what you wanted to accomplish by telling us that, but one thing is clear - you need help. And i'm not just saying that.
By 'help' i don't mean coming onto an online community where 99.999% of the people you have never met nor ever will.
I mean serious, psychological help.
Anyone that 'temporarily' loses his/her mind, loads guns and ammo in their vehicle, and plots a course for the government capital
needs. help..
Yes it's very very probable you're just telling us you did that so we can see just how serious you are, and how strongly you feel for your cause, but it's also possible that you really are tellin the truth.
But the next time you 'black out' for 10 minutes, maybe you won't 'wake up' and notice your gun in the back seat. Maybe you'll have seriously hurt someone.
Not impressive at all buddy, not one bit. Any respect I had for your left-wing views went out the window.