I don't know how to write my reasoning in it's entirety; there is simply too much thought behind this to adequately transcribe it all within any reasonable time frame. I know that I have difficulty in explaining it without first being asked a question.
I find myself at a crossroads of my own morality; I cannot describe it in any other way. I know who I am, yet I am faced with forces that would wish me to reject fundamental tenants of my being. I value myself as I value others; to lose myself would be to lose a faith in humanity that I swore never to let go of.
I trust people. I trust the ideals that gave life to this nation. I love those ideals. I will only act to protect that which I love, and I feel that for this species to survive, it must be able to look at itself and say that it is worth it. If we are to say that we, as whatever you choose to label yourself - as an individual, as a state, a nation, a species, a mindset, or none of the above, if we are to say that we are worth continuing, then we have to first be wiling to look within ourselves, and decide whether or not that is fact or folly. In my mind, if it is not done right, then it is not worth doing.
With these and other thoughts in mind, I will be doing all that I can, which is all that I have left. I am leaving my home to camp in protest on the streets of Rochester, N.Y. I don't know where I will be camping, only that I will be doing so with a sign in front of my tent. "Let go of our country."
I am not sure of any of the specifics. I must first attend to several matters before I set up. I invite anyone willing to join me. I have a spare tent for the first person who wishes to lay next to me in the streets.
With all the best wishes I have,
Jordan Pelovitz