No, it's not about drugs. Recently I realized something about myself -- My happiness is not contingent on many things. That is to say, rather, I tend to cling to small things, and use the general things like playing games, spending time with friends, etc, as a general "it's just what I do" thing; it keeps me busy, entertained/whatever. The only thing that really makes me "happy" for the time being, though, is talking to this girl I know. Before that, it was my first girlfriend. As crappy as that relationship turned out, while it lasted, it was my major source of happiness, so I focused on that, and having that as my foundation if you will, things just changed for the better, in every aspect. It turned out very, very problematic when the relationship ended, though; totally swept me off my feet, and then I had to start looking for something else.
I'm wondering whether anyone else here have structured their life like this, or if I'm just very weird like that. Video games, sports, socializing... what's your drug?
