[vyper]

Alright, time for some reality.

You are fifteen, and this situation is pretty much standard for any1 vaguely academic at your age. I've been where you are, I've done what you've done, and the trick is not to change who you are in terms of your interests or habits, but to convince yourself to be more confident about who you are. Once that happens things just... fall into place! Sure, growing up is still difficult either way, but trust me it gets better.

[Knight Templar]

You're a nerd. Big deal. So is everyone else here. It happens.