Delta: don't worry about the future, for worrying has never contributed anything positive. I'm sort of in the same situation as you, although with me it was in RL and we were engaged before she broke it off. I thought I'd never get over it. But it is true that time heals all. Fortunately or not, depending on your point of view.
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