That's fine with me.
And you are right, I'm not trying to say there have been a huge amount of post deletions. What has happened, though, was very strategic. But the thread in which Starman apologized for the whole Freelancer ordeal was deleted (which could be why people don't remember his apology). The post in which we were exhonerated by czacen was deleted. The thread in which I was banned the first time for trying to calm things down and patch things up was deleted. Other threads were locked and we were silenced without being given a chance to speak. However, what has been allowed to remain are posts and threads in which people insinuate that we were the ones responsible for destroying other projects, all to justify the total banishment of all project members and of the project itself.
Insinuations have been made that I am the one seeking to sabotage other mods, perhaps without the knowledge of the Saga staff. That is just simply not true. I challenge anyone to show me one post I have made anywhere on this forum or on the CIC where I am critical of another mod. I have tried to be supportive of them all. I have lent voices and faces (not just my own, I recorded nearly a dozen people) to Standoff, voices to the Privateer remake, I offered voices to the WC1 Remake, and have tried to give supportive and helpful feedback to every other mod I have posted about.
If there was anyone who is on the team who would be doing this secretly without the knowledge of the team, it would most certainly not be me. It would also most certainly not be any of the core team members, such as Lars, Starman, or Tolwyn.
Insinuations that I have attacked Loaf personally are also unbased in reality. When I went to #wingnut to tell him someone had clued me in to why he thought I had attacked him, even such a notable member of the CIC as Popsicle Pete told me that it was obvious that I had not known about Loaf's condition and was not trying to attack him. What more could I do?
Lars, you are right that I have been uncharateristically forcefull in my posts on this thread, and perhaps that is the reason why. Like any human being, I dislike being falsely accused and not being allowed to have my say.
So certainly, if I have made the thing with post deletions and what not sound like more than what I have stated in this post, let me clarify that what I have mentioned in this post is what I am trying to say about it.
That being said, I will try to cool it now.