first off, money is a illusion so what you say about this stuff, clearly its obselete.
If you want to get philosophical about illusions, that's fine by me, but don't you think that
if the admins only thought of themselves, they would rather buy
themselves brand new shiny computers to play Freespace Open with than put money into expensive server hard- and software as well as ISP fees?
secondly, you are clearly a friend of the admins so i expected this.
As Goober said, I have no particularly friendly relationships with the adminstration, but for some reason or another I have never had a single problem with any of them either.
But if you want to define friend like that, you're gonna have to say that everyone in HLP who has no quarrell with adminstration is admins' friend. I guess that works out too. Otherwise I would have say that you have some makings of a great conspiracy theorist.
thirdly, im pointing out that in every forum as you say is precentions of other people, its not just me i look at you and i think 'ffs another retard who has his head up his ass' so immediatly attack.
I do not understand this sentence. It doesn't make much sense after the world "people".
Not just you what? You mean you're not the only one who thinks I've got my head up my ass?
Well, that's an intereseting stance if I interpret it right (i think it was some kind of vague example, however). But who attacks whom? Are you attacking me, or do you perceive me as attacking you?
Or is someone else attacking the supposed retards in every forum?
fourthly you clearly have misinterprited what i say to make me look bad, so it reinforces point 2, now i ask a person who isnt a friend of the admins, then i would get a fairer view unlike this typical damn right stupid defense view.
I don't deliberately misinterpret anything ever. I make interpretations by what I can understand about people's writings, and where you have meant something else that you write it's not my fault. Or perhaps I should just disregard everything you say as noise that can mean anything you want it to mean?
fifth, its my conclusion you ovbiously see me as a big threat
Negative. I saw you as a possible member of the community who could actually interact with others in some other way than on your one-way terms (that seems to be agreeing with you), but as I said, it's what you do that form people's view on you in Internet, and the picture is forming all the time. The picture seems to be that when people disagree with you, you become hostile. Make your conclusions about that if you wish.
Think about it - what kind of a
threat could you possibly be to either HLP or me personally? None whatsoever, ust like I am no threat to you. So please stop sparring, there's only your shadow to fight with. Only thing you are a threat to is your own credibility (or what is left of it), and relations to other forumites here.
and want to try the super omgmf intelligence reply to try nulify what i said.
This is my normal way of writing. Do a search and you'll find that most of my messages are like this. Although I would say that for most people my text is probably closer to intelligible than intelligent. But it's true that I don't hesitate to use long words.
sixth, the past is the past so why bring it up? you ovbiously have nothing to use against me so why have i bothered replying?
You tell me pilot, I'm informed on a need to know basis. It's you who brought this mess any further than the end of your temporary ban. You deemed it necessary to try and exert some sort of "punishment" against the community. If you didn't want to talk about this, why do a thing like that in the first place and announce it publicly if you didn't want any response?
...And why do I feel like I'm talking to the hand?
Anyway, this is my last message considering this matter. I feel that if this message is misinterpreted as badly as the previous, anything further I could write would not do any good, so...
Do what you please with these charred remains of once promising project, I have nothing further to say unless Centrixo "becomes disillusioned", as he himself worded out, and decides to perhaps continue the project.