So today I move out of my dorm room, say goodbye to all of my friends for at least a year each (one's going to England for six, one failed out of college, two are going to community college for a year, one's transferring to another school, one graduated, and one is moving off-campus for next semester). One of them is in the middle of an emotional breakdown because of family issues, and I get to help with that (I'm not complaining about that part). I'm going home to a family that can't support me living there, I have no job, in this market the odds of me getting a job are low, and I can't afford any further semesters of college without a job.
Happy birthday to me.
EDIT: I suppose I could be greatful that nothing's making me freak the **** out lately. Does that count as a birthday present?