**** being poor.
So Friday night, my bike broke down. Rear gear shifter broke beyond repair, rear wheel in need of replacement, pedals falling apart, all of that ****.
So today, I went to the repair shop and asked them for a quote on the repair, which came out to slightly over 300€. Dude there tells me that it wouldn't really be worth it, that I would be better advised getting a completely new bike. One better suited to my use case (I ride somewhere between 80 and 90 kilometers each week). Which incidentally would cost well north of a thousand euros.
So here's the thing about being poor. There's an analogy I read ages ago, which basically goes like this: A poor man and a rich man both buy a pair of shoes. But whereas the rich man spends 100€ on a pair that lasts him a couple years, the poor man buys a pair for 30€ that last a couple months. By the time the rich man has to replace his pair, the poor man has spent a lot more on his shoes in the end.
Same thing here. I can't afford a new bike (Or rather, the new bikes that I could afford will be just as bad as the one I am repairing now, meaning I would have to replace it after a couple months too). I can't even get a ****ing credit to finance a better bike, cos guess what? Poor people have debts. Debts make your credit rating go down. No credit rating, no financing, meaning more expenses down the line.
**** this ****. **** all of you who believe that free market capitalism cures all ills. **** every single one of you who believes that being poor is something you can get out of by sheer force of personality and derring-do. **** this system that is almost perfectly designed to keep people who are down right where they are.