Great thread. If you want to know how to handle exe's, that's what i'm here for
I've never had any great relationships in my life. It all started pretty much when i was 16. I started going out with this chick who was my age at the time. Went on one date, then asked her to prom, she started seeing some other older dude right after the date. It was so funny because she was so bad at being sneaky. Then at prom her friends came up to me and broke her up for her. Extremely cheesy. Made me very angry. Never have been naive since then.
All i could do was watch other people in there relationships and learn. I learned a lot. During highschool i had 8 meaningless go no where relationships. I was a player. And i made sure i wasn't getting passed around like a peace pipe either. The only good relationship i've had was when i was 20, i ****ed that up big time. Ever since then i hardly date any more. It doesn't really matter. Just tired of the fact that beautiful chicks with some major problems get attracted to me. I don't try to fix their problems, i try to help them out with them in the least. The alcoholic girl by far is the dumbest girl i've ever dated. I nearly went to jail with her escorting her back to her place on foot. The fact that she drank half a bottle of vodka without me knowing before we left my place, and the fact that she'll go to jail for drinking anyway. The cop went easy on her and didn't put her in jail, and said i would have gone in with her had he made the decision. It definitely left me with the "WTF? i'm being a good samaritan getting her back to her place because my room mates didn't want her at mine".
The whole experience left better understanding guilt by association a little bit. Heck, no cops would have showed up at all if she weren't drunk like i thought she wasn't when we left my place and then she wouldn't have caused a disturbance. She kept on all yelling outside when it was -20F windchill last winter and refused to go back inside, i had to grab my friends to help me get her back in. Bad escort situation to worse.
Anyway, **** goes to hell. If that one chick described in the very first post was dancing with me and had done what was said she had done. My interest in her would have disappeared just like that. Then move onto brighter planes. All my relationships then again have left me bitter and angry, even the good relationship i had that i screwed up when i was 20. I'm still friends with the girl, but i detect awkwardness around her whenever i see her. Like as if she can't get over the fact of what happened years ago that i tried so dearly to make ammends with and fix the situation. If she doesn't want to be my friend any more then she should just not be my friend or even acquaintance any more. Turns out after a couple of years later i found out that she just doesn't know me any more. I think she just didn't really know me in the first place or at least can't tell that i've made a turn for the better when i accidentally stabbed 3 of my friends in the back way then.
Whatever, i guess to say there's some questions she needs to ask me that she doesn't know she needs to ask. Of course like always, i'll have to initiate that conversation since she's not akin to what's bothering me everytime i see her.
