Water was cold, human feces floated around in it, there were no fish and kids trampled your beach breakfast. You had a horrible clash with your companions, food was overprized AND you got a food poisoning. Doctors were propably illegitimate or at least completely unprofessional. You had to bribe your way through several layers of corruption just to get painkillers. You missed your flight and had to wait for 15 hours in an isolate, non-air conditioned military airfield where your only companion was a Greek called Zorbas. Zorbas was very drunk and annoying. Why were you alone? Because your friends hate you. The world hates you. You are alone. You are desperate, you are full of emptiness and your soul is just a black hole devoid of any emotion, of any humanity. You thrive for something you can never have, to be a complete human being. As you dive further into the abyss that is insanity, you burn the bridges behind you - the bridges that would have led you back to more humane life. As your soul takes it's final plummet into abysmal horror and loneliness of death, your last thought will be
"ok what the **** just happened"
no i am not bitter
