Because HLP crashes on a regular basis and deleites my topic which makes me furoius, i am continueing this thread.
Because what i wrote the first time cant be resaid again in its fullest; and anything less would not do justice to it, this is for anyone who read or posted in the first thread.
And on a sidenote; i didnt see any replys sence my 2nd post (which was on the third page). If anyone wants to resay what they said; feel free to fill me in.
Ok UPDATE. Well, we were talking about her past BF's and i said something along the lines of 'and sometimes i get jealos and i wana be that guy'. Just before we got on the BF subject, i was talking about honesty so this seemed fair. I thought 'cauz she dont think i like her at all i will give her a nudge to put her in the right direction, so it wont be such a shock when she do find out more'.
At that instant she said 'excuse me' and i was like '**** **** **** **** **** go go go get away run' ect. Totally backfired. But dad barged in and i had to go so i was saved. The next day it seemed fine at school, but when we talked on the phone as we regularly do every night, she seemed to avoid me and as i saw it run. But that wasent the case. Yada yada yada.
So We talk later that night again, ( the day after i said i wanted to be the guy that was with her instead of them ) and i told her basicaly everything. I didnt say everything yet but the majority of it. So right now were cool. I asked her feelings of me, as one said in the previous thread. Once again; just friends. As i knew. So this didnt **** up our relationship. I actually think it strenghtened it alittle.
I told her just about everything except that i was going to kiss her sometime and let it be as that; and then just get on as friends. Now the hard part; getting her away from school, friends, and ****, just alone with me, when im read to do it.
Should i kiss her? Im thinking if she knows what im going to do she wont let me. So im planning to have her close her eyes first and try to get it in then.
