Yeah with chicks i've been smitten with good times and tragedy. I've had many good relationships that i ****ed up because i was convinced that there was someone better out there for me, it took me a year to get that out of my head. After that i've been single for 3 years and actually prefer that right now. I did give up dating, besides finding the right girl isn't something you can plan, the right one comes along at one time or another, plus why stress about dating. In my 3 years of being single i went on 3 dates, each were psycho's. One girl liked to get too drunk and use me to buy her more alcohol, another girl was well too dumb and kept doing stuff with other guys claiming she was forgetful (she was the worst liar i've ever seen, and after that i thought i hit money after i got re-united with this one chick that liked me. She was this really cute black chick, but she made herself very hard to get a hold of, and made too many excuses. In one month and a half i only got to see her 3 times, and she kept promising to see me every week, but then that friday comes along, she makes an excuse, makes an excuse for the next day, and then says she cant see me until next week. This happened every time, and after a month i got really tired of her calling everyday. And after 3 years of not being an asshole to anybody, i quickly started subjecting her to my answering machine every time she called, actually everyone who called hated that.
Well, i'd be a man and break up with her in person, but a week and a half trying to meet her in person just to break up with her was just wasted time. So i just broke up with her over the phone since i guess that really seemed to be her preferred medium of being together. 2 weeks later i found out she was a faithful mormon, and well i'm just a rebellious christian. That would have never worked out at all, plus i just never knew what the hell was up with her at all. So i quickly decided intelligently about 3 weeks ago that i'll probably have to meet someone who's responsibly rebellious like i am if i'm going to hit anything off.
So pretty much after sabotaging my old good relationships of a while ago, i'm just taking things slowly, trying to make good decisions, and not dating at all unless it's a girl that would be great to invest my time in.
