The guards don't do most of the maltreatment, the kids do. This is all in there, did you read it? You wouldn't be anything special, and in a group of 100 brainwashed Gestapo drones the insincerity of your disgusting actions would stick out like a thumb possessed by the demon of sticking-out, and they wouldn't let you out until you really were gone. Like I said, this is a tried-and-true system used all over the world- the results of attempts such as your hypothetical one can be seen historically. They only rarely succeed.
You can't just play the good little boy- how do you think all the people who end up drones turned out that way? They finally cooperated, and they didn't start it with the honest intent to be lobotomized. They thought they could "cheat the system" by doing exactly what the system wanted- and, of course, in attempting to do so, they were doing just what the system wanted. They can **** with you to no end, but they can't get into your head until you open the door and let them right in.