Well, I finally sacked up and did it. Some of you may recall some of my posts in the past pathetically pining after a certain girl. Well I held my new year's resolution and told her I love her. Sort of. Left a voicemail. I think she's actually answered the phone once in the more than 10 years I've known her. My heart is trying to pound out of my chest right now and I'm shaking (that part could be leftover from the polar skim session earlier though). I'm sure I sounded like a doofus trying to get it out. So.... now I wait. Either way, I guess this starts a new chapter in my life.