Author Topic: W-H-I-Y-L - boom shake-shake shake the-room. (Read 3685694 times)

Colonol Dekker · **Reply #28800 on:** December 05, 2014, 12:44:40 am

If she upsets you. She's not your friend.

It's THAT simple.

z64555 · **Reply #28801 on:** December 05, 2014, 07:20:31 am

deathfun: by the sounds of it, she may have some sort of feels toward you and is being aggressive because she is unsure of it or w/e that tsundere speal is. That, or she had some recent interaction with somebody else and is taking out some of that hurt on you.

At any rate, If she wants to talk to you, she'll talk on her own time. If she doesn't then she won't. Basically up to her at this point.

pecenipicek · **Reply #28802 on:** December 05, 2014, 04:54:28 pm

I am drunk, drunk is me, i am drunk, wheeee

Personal limit defined: 2l of lager/pilsner

2.5l === enough to send me into la-la-laaaaa-cant-see-****-straight-anymore land

Sololop · **Reply #28803 on:** December 05, 2014, 05:15:07 pm

Oh are we drunk posting? I'm partially buzzed, looking for good buzz soon. Had a long week. Had to make two deliveries to two ships this morning, one at 6AM and the other at 645 AM, same dock. But the 2nd ship didn't arrive until 730 and then didn't take my pallet until 930. So now I'm super late for everything! Then my GPS stopped working so i didn't find the next stop very easily, and didn't find my last stop at all! I gave up and went back to the warehouse. Stressful. They had to courier priority out the delivery tomorrow morning. Oh well...

deathfun · **Reply #28804 on:** December 05, 2014, 06:41:46 pm

Quote from: z64555 on December 05, 2014, 07:20:31 am

deathfun: by the sounds of it, she may have some sort of feels toward you and is being aggressive because she is unsure of it or w/e that tsundere speal is. That, or she had some recent interaction with somebody else and is taking out some of that hurt on you.

At any rate, If she wants to talk to you, she'll talk on her own time. If she doesn't then she won't. Basically up to her at this point.

That's what I figured, and that's also what I respect
Although someone figured that she could also possible be bi-polar

EDIT: Entirely a non-issue, she apparently dropped me as a best friend a month ago and stopped trusting me. Fantastic
Lost another best friend attributed to me, but not entirely. I played my part in its downfall but I was working to fix my issues so that in the long run we'd be a better team. She chose to make up her mind about me and stopped having mutual trust, respect and communication

So my anxiety is gone, but I can't help but feel entirely ****. I don't know if I can trust myself to have close friends, or to love, or just any of that. I have few friends, and the number dwindles more than it rises

I'm glad that my friend still holds the keys to my firearms because right now I feel an emotional ****storm coming on

z64555 · **Reply #28805 on:** December 06, 2014, 08:05:20 pm

So go make new ones!

deathfun · **Reply #28806 on:** December 06, 2014, 09:21:10 pm

My issue with that is repeating the same mistakes, not enough patience, energy or motivation to put in the effort again, and the fact I can't get past that I am actually just a ****ty person so why put another through that

People suck, I suck, life sucks, and I still don't know what brings me a certain satisfaction or happiness to make it all worth it

Man I really do sound pathetic. Good thing I no longer give a ****

An4ximandros · **Reply #28807 on:** December 06, 2014, 10:11:03 pm

If you didn't give a ****, you would not be posting that.

Look, It sucks to learn it, but some people need to be added to your life while others culled; you get to decide who gets which end of the stick.
Maybe your old friends are too toxic by now.
You have to make new bridges, and you know what's the ****ty part of making new bridges? Finding the best place to put them.

I speak as a socially anxious person without any friends though, so take with a salt-grain. All I can offer you is a reminder of belohnungsaufschub.

deathfun · **Reply #28808 on:** December 07, 2014, 12:14:48 am

I no longer give a **** about how pathetic I sound, but I do give a **** about the situation I have brought myself into

And I don't seem to choose who is in my life, that choice is made for me due to my actions

"When that is lost cannot be retrieved, one cannot help but feel both relieved and immense sorrow for having lost it. When that which is lost was lost because you were blind, lost in your own devices unable to escape and see where you had lost it... nothing but pain fills the void, regret and guilt. When what you perceive is a fabrication of your own mind, the time the veil unfolds will leave you stranded within the void you have brought upon yourself. This is the madness which hides within the recesses of your very mind"

I think I'm just going to write things, lose myself in the fiction of my mind

AtomicClucker · **Reply #28809 on:** December 07, 2014, 03:45:21 am

Finished my birthday is a calm and quiet manner on Terraria with some close friends.

Earlier this week, I was sent to the hospital after a rifle on a firing range suffered mechanical failure and found myself the proud owner of several brass slivers up my ass. Surprisingly little damage occurred and the doctor pulled them out with tweezers after X-rays/Catscan revealed nothing more than four or five pieces of brass in my hind quarters. The fact that everyone walked away from that little explosion of gun-barrel love is pretty damn good news regardless.

Fun part of the ordeal was I didn't notice any problems after the little accident and until I sat down and felt like someone kicked me with iron boots when people were treated for minor injuries and lacerations. The range owners and some off-duty policeman there are trying to figure out why the rifle/ammo decided to pop. I think it was either an AR or something, but I didn't catch too much glimpse of it after everyone was shuffled to safety and checked for injuries.

Beyond that, smooth sailing towards graduation.

Mongoose · **Reply #28810 on:** December 08, 2014, 10:04:51 am

Now that we know you're okay, do we have permission to crack jokes?

(i'm a terrible person)

Klaustrophobia · **Reply #28811 on:** December 08, 2014, 12:25:34 pm

It's gonna be a bad day.

Rhys · **Reply #28812 on:** December 08, 2014, 02:27:39 pm

I spent this past week in a mental hospital. Interesting experience, not fun in any way. People always watching you, checking on you every 15 minutes when you sleep. Creepy sounds from outside. Nope. Not doing that again.

An4ximandros · **Reply #28813 on:** December 08, 2014, 03:38:31 pm

Quote from: Rhys on December 08, 2014, 02:27:39 pm

I spent this past week in a mental hospital. Interesting experience, not fun in any way. People always watching you, checking on you every 15 minutes when you sleep. Creepy sounds from outside. Nope. Not doing that again.

What happened?

Rhys · **Reply #28814 on:** December 08, 2014, 03:57:40 pm

I was going through some funky mental state. Depression, suicidal thoughts, some funky psychotic symptoms and the like. Being watched 24/7 sure didn't help with the paranoia. Having someone open your door shining a light in your face every 30 minutes during the night was the worst. The lack of sleep started to make me see bugs on the walls and ghosts in my peripheral vision. I could hear them talking about how the place was haunted, so that only made things worse. But the group therapy definitely helped. Other than that, it was just crazy. I'm okay now, but I definitely don't want to go through that experience again.

Mongoose · **Reply #28815 on:** December 09, 2014, 09:40:01 pm

Chuckling at this quite literal trope usage.

Sololop · **Reply #28816 on:** December 10, 2014, 03:33:48 pm

Ugh.

SO MUCH RAIN

Already had 80mm today, the highway outside my apartment is closed currently because it's not draining enough.

Not looking good for a white Christmas xP

Extra note: Not to mention I work in a refrigerated truck, with a freezer section. Wind today been around 70 km/h, rainfall warning in effect. So suffice to say I was very, very cold, and my wet boots kept freezing to the trailer deck.

Mongoose · **Reply #28817 on:** December 10, 2014, 03:52:33 pm

Ewww. Cold rain is the absolute worst sort of weather.

...well, short of tornadoes and hurricanes, I guess.

Colonol Dekker · **Reply #28818 on:** December 10, 2014, 04:16:00 pm

After 24 hours... I've added sachet number two to the tank.

Now I wait for life.....

Sololop · **Reply #28819 on:** December 10, 2014, 04:21:25 pm

...Sea Monkeys?

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