Yeah, that's a harsh place to be. I had that sort of problem when I was younger and on antidepressants (brain chemistry still isn't sorted, but I haven't taken anything for it for a while; luckily it's only a minor case of depression and was mainly exacerbated by the other drugs, and the ADD. . .
It kind of annoys me when people pretend to understand, "Oh I was depressed once" No asshole, you were't you were unhappy, maybe sad, but not depressed.
Anyways good news and bad news:
The bad news is my Grandmother died last week. Not much to say aside from how much that sucks and that I cried.
The good news is I just noticed one of my (half dozen) student loans is only a couple hundred dollars off from being paid off. If I can manage to pay off my other back fees with my tax return I may just jump the gun and drop the couple bills so there's less charges to keep track of. (seriously, I hate how Federal loans are handled, there's a subsidized and unsubsidized portion each of which is a separate loan, and you have to reapply each year, then after you graduate, the loan servicers sell the loans to others, so now I have to pay multiple companies multiple times)
On a side note, what are these friend things you talk about?
