Well, it sort of only lasted for a few minutes if it did, it's just that sometimes things just seem really crap, but then I can feel on top of the world in a lonely kind of way, i.e. sort of happy and sad at the same time

And I do seem to forget that it is just some internet thing that shouldn't be used for conclusions...

But one thing that always makes me feel better eventually is music, even if it makes me really sad first. And it isn't emo-screamo or metal bands turned up to drown out the sorrow, I don't get that.
The fantasy worlds thing is true-ish though, I tend to ignore things on purpose, and block things out of my mind, in fact, it is annoying because now I block things out so well that I can't think about what I've blocked out, i.e. super shield is up, none shall pass...you may not access the vault

Need to fix that one...